It makes me unhappy everytime your mad at me when I being myself. I’m only joking around. Every fucking time u get mad at me, u come at me with hatetred, anger, pain, hurt, unforgiving, unwanted, n even out to kill me feelings. It hurts. When u get angery at something small. It’s worse when u get your period. I haven’t done anything wrong. But if your in such anger, it’s show your weak, n just give up n go straight to hurtful words n the end, before u even try making an effort to fix the problem. Before even making it end in a happy situation. I’ve told u many times to talk to me 1st if there’s a problem n u still don’t learn. U act as if your a child n just throw your tatrums. You need to stop n think before u act. The only time I’m unhappy is when I do something wrong n u get hurt. It hurts everytime when I’m unable to myself. It’s my fault I act the way I act? Yes n no. Yes, I shouldn’t have acted like that. But no, b/c I didn’t mean it seriously. B/c I was only joking. So taking everything I do serious, is like saying u don’t like me for who I am, n you want to change me. But being on your period shouldn’t be an explaination to be so hostal.
It makes me sad, it hurts me, I tear n almost cry. But I know I am strong, n I can hold them back. Till I don’t know when I’ll let them go.